Translation: My soul is shattered.

No, I have not broken up with the love of my life(currently, I don't even have one, so that wouldn't even apply). What has been happening is i've been unable to keep any of my commitments to MMN currently and i've been hiding in shame.

See, i've been trying for soooooo very long to create some truely beautiful music. However, this costs ridiculously large sums of money (the program I was looking at was in the 150.00 USD range). However, I had to leave my job earlier this summer and then couldn't find a replacement job to get the required money. To my joy, I finally got a job at the House of Meats. I was working something like 50+ hours per week, but I enjoyed the work and I was making good money.

3 weeks later, I was laid off because they slowed down too much and didn't have the money to maintain all their employees.

I still can't find myself a decent job right now. I'm giving the last place I applied till Tuesday; and Wednesday (assuming i'm not starting there) i'll be applying at a few warehouses. Brutal work, but good money which will let me get the program I need to actually make music.

So, yeah, that's it. I simply haven't been able to keep any of the commitments i've made over the summer and i've hidden away in shame. That's wassup. I figured I owed everyone an explanation as to my absence.